Wednesday, July 4, 2012

Anxiety Update, Part 1 Million

I've been doing so much better. I'm doing pretty well in school, I'm working hard, I pick up the house when my kiddo is around...

Does anyone else have serious lethargy when they are on their own? I have a hard time getting dressed, eating meals, doing dishes, etc. I've been working this summer, but only for between 4 and 7 hrs a day. I don't know what I'll do for the rest of the summer. I just want to crawl in my bed for the next month or 2.

I think this is depression again. I hate that I have both anxiety and depression. Because I can definitely feel the anxiety, as usual. I worry about all the things I normally do, I want to hide like always... but now I'm also feeling depressed again. I thought I had conquered that demon. But of course not. Damn.

1 comment:

  1. Unfortunately I know how that feels... to have no motivation when on your own. I mean, at least when your son isn't around, as I'm sure he provides an ample amount of motivation. But it sounds like you're taking steps in the right direction for everything else!

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