I need my sweet boy to come jump up on my lap and give me a spur-of-the-moment kiss, "just cuz I love you, Mama".
I need to play silly word games and have ridiculous-insult contests! "Buddy, you goofy-head! "Mama, you're a... a... shoe head!" "Oh yeah? Well you're a bike head!"
I need to give my sweaty, sleeping boy a kiss on the forehead and sing him "I'll love you forever", which he never believes I do since he's always hardcore asleep :)
I need to go outside and play "pirate ship" with our patio, I even promise I'll be the shark without complaining this time!
I miss my Buddy.